So, it's been awhile.
A long while.
Sorry :'(
Anyways, the stalker is back and better than ever!
Tokio Hotel. A great band. But I'm not so sure of the lead singer. I can't really tell if he's attractive or not. That....bothers me...huh. I don't know about that guy.
I stalked TG today :] gahh. He's, well, amazing. I need to be friends with him.
Shout outs of the day:
3OH!3
Attack Attack!
Tokio Hotel
and
Ludo
Listen to them. They're great. They won't let you down.
Still, MCR, release an album already....I can't wait forever Gee.....
Russel Brand. He's now on my favorite people list. The guy's ridiculous. Look him up.
I still want to learn guitar. Someday....
Gahh. Anyways...
S
Friday, May 15, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
Tired is a verb
This week has been hectic. I'm exhausted. Ugh.
I think that blogging is actually pretty difficult. Thinking of things to say and stuff is really hard. I mean, I can't be boring and I can't write too little and I can't write too much. It's hard.
Anyways, I'm tired and I didn't want you guys to think that I forgot about this...so yeah :]
S
I think that blogging is actually pretty difficult. Thinking of things to say and stuff is really hard. I mean, I can't be boring and I can't write too little and I can't write too much. It's hard.
Anyways, I'm tired and I didn't want you guys to think that I forgot about this...so yeah :]
S
Saturday, April 25, 2009
10:59 PM (and 57 seconds)
I see him tomorrow and I'm going to talk to him. I'm done with being next to invisible to him. I'm going to talk to him and he's going to talk back. It's gonna start with a "hey" and end in a better friendship. Sure, we're "friends" now, but next time he's going to want to talk to me. He's going to come up to me next time because last time wasn't enough. I already have butterflies now; however, I'm just going to have to swallow my insecurities and do it.
I love watching movies. I hate watching them in TV though, the commericials last longer than the parts of the movie inbetween, but you get so sucked into the movie, you can't stop watching. It's like a trap, and I fall into it every time.
Then there's those commericals with the abused animals. I think its the ASPCA commercials. They show the most terrible and sad pictures of animals and play extremely sad music. Then they ask for your money. Then they say:"This is your chance to say, I won't sit by while an animal suffers." How could you not after that? You feel like a jerk after that. Gahh, I hate those commercials.
I think I just hate commercials in general. Like the ones that claim if you text the name of your lover, some psychic will say if you're meant to be. They play three different ones in a row. Who actually buys into that crap? I mean, really? I want to know the number of people that actually text in.
I think all commercials should be funny. Then maybe I'd actual buy what they were selling because they took the time to entertain me. (and if a law passes stating that all commercials must be funny, I want some of the dough)
During romantic movies I feel so happy. I love them. I get so involved in them. But after they're over, I get depressed. Ugh.
As a little kid, I though it would so cool to have a sleepover in the mall and play hide and seek. I still feel that way. If I ever win the lottery, I'm going to rent the mall for a night. Or maybe just for a day so the stores will still be open. Then I'll buy a Lamborghini. (haha that was weird. I remember thinking that I should write "then I'll buy a Lamborghini" but I forgot I typed it, so after my eyes being glued to the television, I looked back and it was there and I was like what the heck? Oh man....)
Gahh, I'm gonna cry. I watching one of those romance movies, and it's so amazing, but I'm so jealous, and now theres the animal commercial with sad music. Emotions! UGH
Anyways,
S
I love watching movies. I hate watching them in TV though, the commericials last longer than the parts of the movie inbetween, but you get so sucked into the movie, you can't stop watching. It's like a trap, and I fall into it every time.
Then there's those commericals with the abused animals. I think its the ASPCA commercials. They show the most terrible and sad pictures of animals and play extremely sad music. Then they ask for your money. Then they say:"This is your chance to say, I won't sit by while an animal suffers." How could you not after that? You feel like a jerk after that. Gahh, I hate those commercials.
I think I just hate commercials in general. Like the ones that claim if you text the name of your lover, some psychic will say if you're meant to be. They play three different ones in a row. Who actually buys into that crap? I mean, really? I want to know the number of people that actually text in.
I think all commercials should be funny. Then maybe I'd actual buy what they were selling because they took the time to entertain me. (and if a law passes stating that all commercials must be funny, I want some of the dough)
During romantic movies I feel so happy. I love them. I get so involved in them. But after they're over, I get depressed. Ugh.
As a little kid, I though it would so cool to have a sleepover in the mall and play hide and seek. I still feel that way. If I ever win the lottery, I'm going to rent the mall for a night. Or maybe just for a day so the stores will still be open. Then I'll buy a Lamborghini. (haha that was weird. I remember thinking that I should write "then I'll buy a Lamborghini" but I forgot I typed it, so after my eyes being glued to the television, I looked back and it was there and I was like what the heck? Oh man....)
Gahh, I'm gonna cry. I watching one of those romance movies, and it's so amazing, but I'm so jealous, and now theres the animal commercial with sad music. Emotions! UGH
Anyways,
S
Friday, April 24, 2009
Hopelessly In Love
Hey all:
(sorry to start off depressing, but...)
Have you ever liked somebody so much that when you think about them someday getting married to not you, it makes you sad?
Have you ever liked somebody so much that you're afraid to talk to them because you never want to get rejected?
Have you ever liked somebody so much that when they look at you all thought seems to come to an end and all you can see are their perfect eyes staring into yours and you feel like your entire body is pulsing to the beat of his breathing?
I like this one guy. A lot. He's one of the only guys I've liked that still doesn't know I like him (*knocks on wood*). I just about hyper-ventilate when I know I'm about to see him and then once he's there everything is perfect. Time seems to stop and all I can see is....well....him. Like I said above, I'm so scared of saying the wrong thing to him or that he doesn't like me back. Every guy that's found out I liked them hasn't liked me back. (Read my post on Valentine's Day/who I spent it with....that one was the worst). I'm so scared of being rejected it's insane. I'm practically in love with the guy and I don't want to do anything to ruin it with him. I probably sound like a complete loser, but, trust me, I'm not. He makes me want to be a better person. And I wish that could just tell him, but I pretty much get tears in my eyes now thinking about what if he doesn't like me. Anyways, if you guys have any great ideas on this whole sitch. Go ahead and share.
If anyone has any information on MCR (like concerts/new albums) let me know
I think writing songs and lyrics is actually pretty fun. I'd never let anyone read them though.
I'm a pretty good artist, I can draw faces pretty well. I just have trouble drawing my own, I'm my biggest critic.
I want to learn guitar, then maybe I can write lyrics AND compose
Then I'll learn how to sing. SO I can write lyrics, compose, and actually play/sing it.
I think it'd be cool to be a psychologist, you'd leave work feeling better about your problems.
A lot of the population is over-weight. I blame McDonald's. (Which explains why I'm skinny)
To get a car, I'd have to get a job. Then when people ask why I have a car I could say "To get to work" and when people ask why I work I could say "To pay for my car."
The US is 10% of the world's population, yet we use 75% of it's resources. Still, people ask why other countries want to bomb us.
(Un-realted to above) Did you know 49.3% of all statistics are made up on the spot?
4/3 people have trouble with fractions.
Blogging is really fun. I think everyone should have a blog, just so I'd have something to laugh at late at night.
LATER!
S
(sorry to start off depressing, but...)
Have you ever liked somebody so much that when you think about them someday getting married to not you, it makes you sad?
Have you ever liked somebody so much that you're afraid to talk to them because you never want to get rejected?
Have you ever liked somebody so much that when they look at you all thought seems to come to an end and all you can see are their perfect eyes staring into yours and you feel like your entire body is pulsing to the beat of his breathing?
I like this one guy. A lot. He's one of the only guys I've liked that still doesn't know I like him (*knocks on wood*). I just about hyper-ventilate when I know I'm about to see him and then once he's there everything is perfect. Time seems to stop and all I can see is....well....him. Like I said above, I'm so scared of saying the wrong thing to him or that he doesn't like me back. Every guy that's found out I liked them hasn't liked me back. (Read my post on Valentine's Day/who I spent it with....that one was the worst). I'm so scared of being rejected it's insane. I'm practically in love with the guy and I don't want to do anything to ruin it with him. I probably sound like a complete loser, but, trust me, I'm not. He makes me want to be a better person. And I wish that could just tell him, but I pretty much get tears in my eyes now thinking about what if he doesn't like me. Anyways, if you guys have any great ideas on this whole sitch. Go ahead and share.
If anyone has any information on MCR (like concerts/new albums) let me know
I think writing songs and lyrics is actually pretty fun. I'd never let anyone read them though.
I'm a pretty good artist, I can draw faces pretty well. I just have trouble drawing my own, I'm my biggest critic.
I want to learn guitar, then maybe I can write lyrics AND compose
Then I'll learn how to sing. SO I can write lyrics, compose, and actually play/sing it.
I think it'd be cool to be a psychologist, you'd leave work feeling better about your problems.
A lot of the population is over-weight. I blame McDonald's. (Which explains why I'm skinny)
To get a car, I'd have to get a job. Then when people ask why I have a car I could say "To get to work" and when people ask why I work I could say "To pay for my car."
The US is 10% of the world's population, yet we use 75% of it's resources. Still, people ask why other countries want to bomb us.
(Un-realted to above) Did you know 49.3% of all statistics are made up on the spot?
4/3 people have trouble with fractions.
Blogging is really fun. I think everyone should have a blog, just so I'd have something to laugh at late at night.
LATER!
S
Thursday, April 23, 2009
4:13
Song of the day:
"Broken Man" Boys Like Girls
Howdy folks!
Today started off quite dreary and cloudy, but while confined inside the concrete walls of school the day brightened and the sun came out of hiding. That's kind of how my day went. Sad to happy/content.
I've actually been feeling pretty lucky this week. I've won money, talked to ____, stalked TG, layed (Lied? Lain?) in the sun, watched Ellen, walked my dog, and hung out with friends.
I'm really excited for the warped tour this year, but The Academy Is... isn't going. WHAT THE HECK!? WHY NOT?! Seriously? However, FTSK will be there, We the Kings will, and 3OH!3, so I think I'll survive. But I'd really like to give TAI a piece of my mind right now! Who cares if you're on tour? Warped Tour is way more important!
Warped Tour Lineup: http://punkmusic.about.com/od/liveperformances/a/warpedlineup09.htm
Check out that site, it has bands, and band reviews. It's awesome and Secret Stalker recommended.
Another band I want to talk to is My Chemical Romance. PUT ANOTHER RECORD OUT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Thanks :]
Colds in weather that looks like summer shouldn't exist. It ruins sunny days.
I need to get tan. I'm so white, it's pathetic. I don't believe in tanning beds though. Really? If you do go to them, just stop. You're going to get cancer. You won't notice it now, but by the time your 40 you're skin will look like crap and you'll be battling skin cancer. It really isn't worth it going to tanning beds. (laying in the sun with a little sunscreen is okay though)
Anyways....I ran out of things to say, and I don't want to ramble...so.....
HAVE A SPECTACULAR DAY!
S
"Broken Man" Boys Like Girls
Howdy folks!
Today started off quite dreary and cloudy, but while confined inside the concrete walls of school the day brightened and the sun came out of hiding. That's kind of how my day went. Sad to happy/content.
I've actually been feeling pretty lucky this week. I've won money, talked to ____, stalked TG, layed (Lied? Lain?) in the sun, watched Ellen, walked my dog, and hung out with friends.
I'm really excited for the warped tour this year, but The Academy Is... isn't going. WHAT THE HECK!? WHY NOT?! Seriously? However, FTSK will be there, We the Kings will, and 3OH!3, so I think I'll survive. But I'd really like to give TAI a piece of my mind right now! Who cares if you're on tour? Warped Tour is way more important!
Warped Tour Lineup: http://punkmusic.about.com/od/liveperformances/a/warpedlineup09.htm
Check out that site, it has bands, and band reviews. It's awesome and Secret Stalker recommended.
Another band I want to talk to is My Chemical Romance. PUT ANOTHER RECORD OUT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Thanks :]
Colds in weather that looks like summer shouldn't exist. It ruins sunny days.
I need to get tan. I'm so white, it's pathetic. I don't believe in tanning beds though. Really? If you do go to them, just stop. You're going to get cancer. You won't notice it now, but by the time your 40 you're skin will look like crap and you'll be battling skin cancer. It really isn't worth it going to tanning beds. (laying in the sun with a little sunscreen is okay though)
Anyways....I ran out of things to say, and I don't want to ramble...so.....
HAVE A SPECTACULAR DAY!
S
Saturday, April 18, 2009
The Scary Movie Elephant Has Been Caged
Lyrics O' The Day:
Ain't No Rest For The Wicked -- Cage The Elephant
I was walking down the street when out the corner of my eye, I saw a pretty little thing approaching me.
She said I never seen a man, who looks so all alone, could you use a little company?
If you pay the right price, your evening will be nice, or you can go and send me on my way, I said your such a sweet young thing, why'd you do this to yourself?
She looked at me and this is what she said.
There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free.I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
Not even 15 minutes later, after walking down the street, when I saw the shadow of a man creep out of sight,
then he swept up from behind, put a gun up to my head, he made it clear he wasn't looking for a fight,
he said give me all you've got, I want your money not your life, if you try to make a move I wont think twice,
I told him you can have my cash, but first you know I've got to ask, what made you want to live this kind of life?
He said there aint no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay I got mouths to feed aint nothing in this world for free.I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
Now a couple hours past, and I was sitting in my house, the day was winding down and coming to an end,
so I turned on the TV, and flipped it over to the news, and what I saw I almost couldn't comprehend,
I saw a preacher man in cuffs taking money from the church, he stuffed his bank account with righteous dollar bills but even still I can't say much cause I know were all the same,
oh yes we all seek out to satisfy those thrills.
You know there ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, we got bills to pay we got mouths to feed ain't nothing in this world for free.We can't slow down, we can't hold back though you know we wish we could. you no there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
Well, once again it's time for another episode of Secrets of a Stalker!
I hate scary movies. Those feelings of fright and anxiety as you watching through half-closed eyes as the characters scream and run about dying and being killed off. I hate those feelings. I suppose I'd like those better though if I had a guy to cuddle into and to hold me tight and make me feel safe....
I really want a convertible. However, it rains a lot here. So, I'd never get to use it, but they sure are cool!
Funny Facebook Status: "(Insert Name Here) hated it when old aunts used to come up to her at weddings, poke her in the ribs and cackle, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals."
Haha, pretty good, huh?
The mall is a great place. You can eat, buy things, hang out with friends, scope out cute boys, and get exercise all in one place. I love the mall.
Texting, facebook, myspace, twitter...etc. are all great ways to keep up with people. But I fear that our generation isn't going to be as personal. We're going to lose valuble comminication skills an get stuck texting instead of talking. Don't get me wrong, I love all of those things, I just think people should use them in moderation.
Nitro Circus is a prettty good show. However, the guys (and gal) on there are so stupid! That's what makes it a great show.
Music is basically my life. I love it. I listen to it all the time and memorize lyrics like no other. I think everybody should learn to play an instrument, it gives you a better understanding of how amazing musicians are. How hard it is to compose, write lyrics, sing well, play well, and actually make it big.
I think it's funny how women can't understand men, and how men can't understand women, and yet we love each other for those things.
I love accents. I wish I had one. I mean, yeah I have one, but it's American. I guess I'd feel the same way though if I were Aussie.
Cat's are very independant animals. They're relatively easy to take care of. That's why those old single ladies have so many. They're indepent, easy to take care of, and keep you company, kind of like men.
Okay, those are my insights for today! <3
S
Ain't No Rest For The Wicked -- Cage The Elephant
I was walking down the street when out the corner of my eye, I saw a pretty little thing approaching me.
She said I never seen a man, who looks so all alone, could you use a little company?
If you pay the right price, your evening will be nice, or you can go and send me on my way, I said your such a sweet young thing, why'd you do this to yourself?
She looked at me and this is what she said.
There ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay, I got mouths to feed, there ain't nothing in this world for free.I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could, oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
Not even 15 minutes later, after walking down the street, when I saw the shadow of a man creep out of sight,
then he swept up from behind, put a gun up to my head, he made it clear he wasn't looking for a fight,
he said give me all you've got, I want your money not your life, if you try to make a move I wont think twice,
I told him you can have my cash, but first you know I've got to ask, what made you want to live this kind of life?
He said there aint no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, I got bills to pay I got mouths to feed aint nothing in this world for free.I know I can't slow down, I can't hold back though you know I wish I could oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
Now a couple hours past, and I was sitting in my house, the day was winding down and coming to an end,
so I turned on the TV, and flipped it over to the news, and what I saw I almost couldn't comprehend,
I saw a preacher man in cuffs taking money from the church, he stuffed his bank account with righteous dollar bills but even still I can't say much cause I know were all the same,
oh yes we all seek out to satisfy those thrills.
You know there ain't no rest for the wicked, money don't grow on trees, we got bills to pay we got mouths to feed ain't nothing in this world for free.We can't slow down, we can't hold back though you know we wish we could. you no there aint no rest for the wicked, until we close our eyes for good.
Well, once again it's time for another episode of Secrets of a Stalker!
I hate scary movies. Those feelings of fright and anxiety as you watching through half-closed eyes as the characters scream and run about dying and being killed off. I hate those feelings. I suppose I'd like those better though if I had a guy to cuddle into and to hold me tight and make me feel safe....
I really want a convertible. However, it rains a lot here. So, I'd never get to use it, but they sure are cool!
Funny Facebook Status: "(Insert Name Here) hated it when old aunts used to come up to her at weddings, poke her in the ribs and cackle, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals."
Haha, pretty good, huh?
The mall is a great place. You can eat, buy things, hang out with friends, scope out cute boys, and get exercise all in one place. I love the mall.
Texting, facebook, myspace, twitter...etc. are all great ways to keep up with people. But I fear that our generation isn't going to be as personal. We're going to lose valuble comminication skills an get stuck texting instead of talking. Don't get me wrong, I love all of those things, I just think people should use them in moderation.
Nitro Circus is a prettty good show. However, the guys (and gal) on there are so stupid! That's what makes it a great show.
Music is basically my life. I love it. I listen to it all the time and memorize lyrics like no other. I think everybody should learn to play an instrument, it gives you a better understanding of how amazing musicians are. How hard it is to compose, write lyrics, sing well, play well, and actually make it big.
I think it's funny how women can't understand men, and how men can't understand women, and yet we love each other for those things.
I love accents. I wish I had one. I mean, yeah I have one, but it's American. I guess I'd feel the same way though if I were Aussie.
Cat's are very independant animals. They're relatively easy to take care of. That's why those old single ladies have so many. They're indepent, easy to take care of, and keep you company, kind of like men.
Okay, those are my insights for today! <3
S
Friday, April 17, 2009
CONTEST!!
Heeeeello everybody! So, I have a sort of contest....as you see I have some people I'm stalking. And the names gave them are pretty lame.
so I need YOU, my faithful readers, to come up with some names for them.
Comment on this with your nicknames and I'll choose the best ones.
There's no prizes but you'll be mentioned in the post with the winning names!
SO get cracking on some names ya'll!
love yas,
S
so I need YOU, my faithful readers, to come up with some names for them.
Comment on this with your nicknames and I'll choose the best ones.
There's no prizes but you'll be mentioned in the post with the winning names!
SO get cracking on some names ya'll!
love yas,
S
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I Got You're Picture, I'm Coming With You, Dear Maria Count Me In
What's up all?
Things are pretty SPLENDID here! For multiple reasons:
1. I've stalked This Guy (TG) and found his locker. Now I can see him EVERYDAY!
2. I see ____ tomorrow! (actually today....)
3. It's not raining
4. I just had some chocolate milk
5. I'm blogging!
Well, I guess it's time for me to write some amazing stuff....SO HERE IT GOES!!!!
All Time Low is an amazing band. If you don't believe me, listen to them, they will blow your mind. The lyrics are great. The sound is great. The voices are great. And Jack is slightly really hot...but I was good. I didn't look at the band until I bought their CD. Their looks in no way influenced my decision to buy the CD, thank you very much. But certain other people may have influenced me. Normally I wouldn't give in to peer pressure, but for ATL, anytime.
My Chemical Romance needs to put another record out. Like seriously. They've teased us long enough with Desolation Row....so they need some more tunes! I also think they need more songs like on their first album. I dunno why, but I love Bullets. Like "Early Sunsets Over Monroeville," I love that song. Especially in the end, where Gerard's like half-screaming/yelling, gahh! I love it!
So, I guess I lied about posting everyday. Sorry.
Anyways, dinner beckons.....and I'm hungry
TTYL!
S
Things are pretty SPLENDID here! For multiple reasons:
1. I've stalked This Guy (TG) and found his locker. Now I can see him EVERYDAY!
2. I see ____ tomorrow! (actually today....)
3. It's not raining
4. I just had some chocolate milk
5. I'm blogging!
Well, I guess it's time for me to write some amazing stuff....SO HERE IT GOES!!!!
All Time Low is an amazing band. If you don't believe me, listen to them, they will blow your mind. The lyrics are great. The sound is great. The voices are great. And Jack is slightly really hot...but I was good. I didn't look at the band until I bought their CD. Their looks in no way influenced my decision to buy the CD, thank you very much. But certain other people may have influenced me. Normally I wouldn't give in to peer pressure, but for ATL, anytime.
My Chemical Romance needs to put another record out. Like seriously. They've teased us long enough with Desolation Row....so they need some more tunes! I also think they need more songs like on their first album. I dunno why, but I love Bullets. Like "Early Sunsets Over Monroeville," I love that song. Especially in the end, where Gerard's like half-screaming/yelling, gahh! I love it!
So, I guess I lied about posting everyday. Sorry.
Anyways, dinner beckons.....and I'm hungry
TTYL!
S
Sunday, April 12, 2009
It's Been Awhile
Oh, how it's been so long.
We're so sorry we've been gone.
We were busy writing songs for...you!
Oh, how it's been so long.
We're so sorry we've been gone.
We were busy writing songs for...
You don't have to worry 'cause we're still the same band.
You don't have to worry, you don't have to worry, you don't.
You don't have to worry, you don't have to worry, you don't.
Oh, how it's been so long.
We're so sorry we've been gone.
We were busy writing songs for...you
Maybe I'm not writing songs for you, but I'm definitely writing. And I'm back, baby! My things have fallen back into my possesion and you can expect me to blog at least once a day.
A special shout out to All Time Low for continuing to be AMAZING! (and really cute).
And another shout out for those of you that helped me out with the "Secrets of a Talker" problem (you know who you are). I'm just going to have to wait until it happens to test it out.
Gahh, I missed blogging. My goal this month is to get more followers (I have like 3) and to get more people reading this daily. Because not enough of you do. (I have google analytics, I can tell)
Stalkee Updates:
TG contintues to be attractive. (however, according to his myspace, he has a girlfriend, but on that same page it says he's single....???)
____ continues to be amazing. He's my favorite. :)
OG, well, is cute, not neccessarily a high priority.
LT continues to stare at me. I don't know why, but he does, and it's only in that one class. I wish I could record it for you.
Lama is most likely in love with one of my friends. :P
Rama was originally this one guy, but now he's changed into another. But I'm keeping the name Rama, because I don't like the other guy any more, but this new guy: Heck Yes.
I'll write more tonight everyone, but the warm water of a shower is calling for me....
Peace and Happy Easter,
S
We're so sorry we've been gone.
We were busy writing songs for...you!
Oh, how it's been so long.
We're so sorry we've been gone.
We were busy writing songs for...
You don't have to worry 'cause we're still the same band.
You don't have to worry, you don't have to worry, you don't.
You don't have to worry, you don't have to worry, you don't.
Oh, how it's been so long.
We're so sorry we've been gone.
We were busy writing songs for...you
Maybe I'm not writing songs for you, but I'm definitely writing. And I'm back, baby! My things have fallen back into my possesion and you can expect me to blog at least once a day.
A special shout out to All Time Low for continuing to be AMAZING! (and really cute).
And another shout out for those of you that helped me out with the "Secrets of a Talker" problem (you know who you are). I'm just going to have to wait until it happens to test it out.
Gahh, I missed blogging. My goal this month is to get more followers (I have like 3) and to get more people reading this daily. Because not enough of you do. (I have google analytics, I can tell)
Stalkee Updates:
TG contintues to be attractive. (however, according to his myspace, he has a girlfriend, but on that same page it says he's single....???)
____ continues to be amazing. He's my favorite. :)
OG, well, is cute, not neccessarily a high priority.
LT continues to stare at me. I don't know why, but he does, and it's only in that one class. I wish I could record it for you.
Lama is most likely in love with one of my friends. :P
Rama was originally this one guy, but now he's changed into another. But I'm keeping the name Rama, because I don't like the other guy any more, but this new guy: Heck Yes.
I'll write more tonight everyone, but the warm water of a shower is calling for me....
Peace and Happy Easter,
S
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Lo-o-ove is a lonely road....yeah-ah-ah
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Lonely Road. You're life will change. Listen to it. Now.
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Sometimes my friends and I come up with words and phrases that you shouldn't say in certain places. Besides the obvious obscenities, here's a few of our lists:
THINGS YOU SHOULDN'T SAY IN AN AIRPORT:
Words:
Bomb
Terrorist
Fire
Kamikaze
Phrases:
I have a bomb
I'm a terrorist
That's not a bomb in my bag, in case you're wondering, it just looks like one.
Say I had a gun in my backpack...how much would I have to pay for you to look the other way.
I put a bomb on that plane
I'm a trained kamikaze pilot. Today's my first day on the job.
If anybody asks, you never saw me
THINGS YOU SHOULDN'T SAY IN DISNEYLAND:
Any obscenity
Anything of, pertaining to, or related to sex.
My name is (insert name here), I'm a registered sex offender, would you like to go on a ride with me?
In front of a bunch of small children: Somebody died on this ride.
More things you shouldn't say coming soon!
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At the moment I'm watching an Ellen I DVRed because The All-American Rejects were going to be playing. I'm very impressed at the vocals and instrumentals, unlike most artists, they sound pretty much the same as they sound on CD as they do live. (I just watched the one where Ellen had Fall Out Boy, an they sound well.....live. Not as great as they do on CD). Congrats AAR!
Side Note: Tyson Ritter is kind of odd.
Another group that sounds just as swell live is MCR. Today is a DVR day so I'm watching Steven's Untitled Rock Show on Fuse (that I recorded just because of MCR) and Dead! sounds amazing live. Sure Gerard's a little out of breath, but it's to be expected after running around all over on stage.
Props to MCR and AAR for keeping it real.
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I was reading this guy's blog from my school (because my friend's practically in love with him) and it's actually pretty good. I'm jealous. I'd post a link to it, but that'd be awkward for me and for him.
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Okay, you know when you're typing then you go back to fix something and you put a letter in and it like deletes the one next to it. Or you press space between two words and instead of making a space is freakin' acts as a backspace. That's what's happening right now (here I'll give you an example. Original sentence: Hello this is Secrets of aStalker. "Oh no, I accidentally forgot to put a space in between a and Stalker. Let me fix it by putting in the space!" Hello this is Secrets of a talker. ALL I DID WAS PUT A SPACE AND IT DELETED THE S!!!!!) So it's really freakin' getting on my nerves and if anyone knows how to fix it, puh-lease tell me!!!
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Where are all the really hot guys? Like Adam Lambert kind of hot. Gerard Way kind of hot. Brendan Urie kind of hot. They're non-existent at my school. Every so often walking around, I'll see one, but seriously none of them are single. The few that are out there are in a relationship. It's depressing, where are the William Becketts of this city? Are they all in some secret location that I am unaware of? Am I out of some special loop? Are they all just band members that are completely unattainable? Do they all just happen to have girlfriends? It's completely unfair. Really, if there's some sort of cult I have to join to get in on this let me know!
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Song of the Day: Lonely Road -- Red Jumsuit Apparatus
My Grandpa said to me, "grandson, sit down, we need to talk
In life, there may be times when it gets hard to walk the walk.
It's easier to take the path that most have traveled on. But then again sometimes to do what's right you must walk alone."
In love it's a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul
Ohh
You will find there's a piece left in mind
You will find there's a piece to find
(Piece to find)
Some people are unkind to those who see things different
We've all felt pain in ways it hurts to even bring it up
But that don't mean that we should
Take this motion lying down
I'll stand and fight until the day they put me down the ground
In love it's a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul
Ohh
You will find there's a piece left in mind
You will find there's a piece to find
(Piece to find)
And now I've taught you all I know
So take your seed and let it grow
(So take this seed and let it grow)
So take this seed and let it grow
Though I'm here now, soon I'll be gone
I did what I can to try to make it strong
(I did what I can to try to make it strong)
(And I see that you're strong)
In love it's a lonely road
Ohh
When this world burns down
Deep in your soul
Ohh
You will find there's a piece left in mind
You will find there's a piece to find
(Piece to find)
In love it's a lonely road
(Such a lonely road)
In love it's a lonely road
Hey
In love it's a lonely road
In love it's a lonely road...
Lot's o' love,
S
Thursday, February 26, 2009
St-st-st-stuff!
Congradulations to Adam Lambert for making it into the top 12! (he's going to win American Idol, just so you know). And just so you know, Adam, it's okay to mention this site on Idol. I won't sue you, I promise. ;)
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Blogging is actually a lot harder than it looks. Especially if you're like me and you try to stay anonymous...I can't put too much about my life or people will get suspicious or bored. Hah. There's also not a lot to say. Sure, you can be like "oh I have tons of things to say" but you turn on your laptop only to find out that "woah, that's actually pretty lame..." So, you have to pick interesting things to write about so people who happenstance upon your site get hooked. The life of a blogger is tough.
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I'm pretty much stalking another guy. And....I've already lied to him. Well, kind-of. I pretended to know more about something then I really did. And now I'm hoping he doesn't ask me about that certain topic...oops. And for further referernce, we'll call him LT (for Lied Too). However, there's a good chance this guy likes me. In one of my classes I sit kind of diagnol from him. So when the teacher is in the back of the room, when he turns to look at him he faces me, and I'm in the back of the room so I face him. Got it? No? I don't care. Anyways.....so I kinda happen to sort of glance at him every so often and it almost always seems like he was looking at me. Or I'll look at him and he'll turn my way and look at me (as I turn my head sharply away and turn very red...). And that's perfectly okay with me!
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As promised, here's my review of Important Things With Demetri Martin:
Funniness: 5/5 SS (Stalker Stars)
Complete Randomness: 5/5 SS
Flip Charted-ness (that's actually on a screen): 5/5 SS
Jokes: 5/5 SS
Chalkboard Jokes: 5/5 SS
Sketch's: 5/5 SS
AWESOMENESS: 5/5 SS
Yeah. I haven't even finished yet, and it's already BLOWN MY MIND.
Watch it.
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Okay, the funniest commercial ever is the e-trade baby commercial with two babies. Also the bounce laundry one with the singing animals is pretty good too. I wish commercials were non-existent....or that they were all funny.
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More tomorrow.
S
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Yeah...
Even though American Idol annoys me, this guy is gonna win. Secrets of a Stalker is proud to support Adam Lambert.
S
BLAAAAAGH!
Sorry I haven't wrote (or is it written) anything in a while. I got sick. Like barf sick. I haven't felt like doing anything. Yuck. I've just been at home on the couch. Whoop-de-doo.....
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Anyways, I went swimming today. I have PE last period. So, I thought "hey, it's just last period! I can run to my car and nobody will ever see me because my hair's a mess, I have no make-up on, and I look like crap!" Wrong. I saw TG. Like I walked right past him. I think we rubbed shoulders.....Like I've never walked that close to him until today. The day I look like crap. Ugh. So, I looked up at him (to make sure he wasn't looking at me) and, luckily, he was distracted. I sighed, and kept walking. Then, to make things worse, I almost ran into a pole about waist high. Like I practically jumped over it. If I would've fallen my story would've gone like this.
Anyways, I went swimming today. I have PE last period. So, I thought "hey, it's just last period! I can run to my car and nobody will ever see me because my hair's a mess, I have no make-up on, and I look like crap!" Wrong. I saw TG. Like I walked right past him. I think we rubbed shoulders.....Like I've never walked that close to him until today. The day I look like crap. Ugh. So, I looked up at him (to make sure he wasn't looking at me) and, luckily, he was distracted. I sighed, and kept walking......right into a pole. I, of course, fell to the ground (after letting out a small scream of fright/embarassment). TG (being extraordinary) turned around and helped me up (stiffling laughter). I mumbled "thanks," me face being BRIGHT red. And gathered my spilt items. All the while, under the watchful eye of TG. Embarrassing, yes. Ugh.
Yeah, I'm that bored. I constantly make up conversations with people in my head. Wait, that sounded odd. I make-up conversations with actual people I know and imagine what they'd say? I guess that sounds better. I still sound a little crazy though. Trust me, I'm not.
On the other hand, TG looked really hot today. XD
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OKAY CHANGE OF TOPIC FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE (or lack there-of....):
I'm DVR-ing Demetri Martin's new show (Important Things with Demetri Martin) on Comedy Central tonight. So you can expect a full review of it tomorrow. It's supposedly amazing. (and REALLY funny.) Tonight's topic is Brains. It's on at 7:30 if you want to watch too!
Now, some of my favorite Demetri quotes (copied and pasted from various websites because I don't feel like typing them all out...) :
(Never mind, go to this site instead, it has them all...)
http://captainpinhead.wordpress.com/2006/10/01/demetri-martin-quotes/
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Band you should know: The Fray
I have to listen to them every night to fall asleep. They are amazing. My friend saw them in concert and said they sounded just as good onstage as they do on CD. You'll absolutely LOVE this band.
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.Anyways, I went swimming today. I have PE last period. So, I thought "hey, it's just last period! I can run to my car and nobody will ever see me because my hair's a mess, I have no make-up on, and I look like crap!" Wrong. I saw TG. Like I walked right past him. I think we rubbed shoulders.....Like I've never walked that close to him until today. The day I look like crap. Ugh. So, I looked up at him (to make sure he wasn't looking at me) and, luckily, he was distracted. I sighed, and kept walking. Then, to make things worse, I almost ran into a pole about waist high. Like I practically jumped over it. If I would've fallen my story would've gone like this.
Anyways, I went swimming today. I have PE last period. So, I thought "hey, it's just last period! I can run to my car and nobody will ever see me because my hair's a mess, I have no make-up on, and I look like crap!" Wrong. I saw TG. Like I walked right past him. I think we rubbed shoulders.....Like I've never walked that close to him until today. The day I look like crap. Ugh. So, I looked up at him (to make sure he wasn't looking at me) and, luckily, he was distracted. I sighed, and kept walking......right into a pole. I, of course, fell to the ground (after letting out a small scream of fright/embarassment). TG (being extraordinary) turned around and helped me up (stiffling laughter). I mumbled "thanks," me face being BRIGHT red. And gathered my spilt items. All the while, under the watchful eye of TG. Embarrassing, yes. Ugh.
Yeah, I'm that bored. I constantly make up conversations with people in my head. Wait, that sounded odd. I make-up conversations with actual people I know and imagine what they'd say? I guess that sounds better. I still sound a little crazy though. Trust me, I'm not.
On the other hand, TG looked really hot today. XD
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.OKAY CHANGE OF TOPIC FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT MY LOVE LIFE (or lack there-of....):
I'm DVR-ing Demetri Martin's new show (Important Things with Demetri Martin) on Comedy Central tonight. So you can expect a full review of it tomorrow. It's supposedly amazing. (and REALLY funny.) Tonight's topic is Brains. It's on at 7:30 if you want to watch too!
Now, some of my favorite Demetri quotes (copied and pasted from various websites because I don't feel like typing them all out...) :
(Never mind, go to this site instead, it has them all...)
http://captainpinhead.wordpress.com/2006/10/01/demetri-martin-quotes/
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LATEST.....
Band you should know: The Fray
I have to listen to them every night to fall asleep. They are amazing. My friend saw them in concert and said they sounded just as good onstage as they do on CD. You'll absolutely LOVE this band.
Movie to watch: Hot Rod.
It's a little stupid, but it's hilarious. Not for the light of heart "omg they just said the s-word!" kind of people.
Starbuck's drink you should buy: Caramel Frappichino.
'Nuff said
iPod you need: iPod touch.
You'll love it.
TV show to watch: The Office
It's amazing.
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Yeah, so that's all for now. I think I've covered everything I've wanted to cover.
Til next time,
S
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Crap Poem
Do you love me?
Because I love you.
Do you see me?
I'm standing right in front of you.
Do you hear me?
I'm practically screaming your name.
Don't you understand?
I like you.
Don't you get it?
I can't stay away from you.
Do you know what you do to me?
You make me smile every time I see you.
You make me complete when you're around me.
You give me the strength to get through the week.
Do you know that, without meaning to, you give me life?
Because I love you.
Do you see me?
I'm standing right in front of you.
Do you hear me?
I'm practically screaming your name.
Don't you understand?
I like you.
Don't you get it?
I can't stay away from you.
Do you know what you do to me?
You make me smile every time I see you.
You make me complete when you're around me.
You give me the strength to get through the week.
Do you know that, without meaning to, you give me life?
Rama Lama Ding Dong
RAMA
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I think Guitar Hero is a pretty fun game. I never actually thought I'd like it. It looks pretty dumb, but it's actually one of my favorites. I guess it helps that I'm kinda good at it. I started out on medium because easy was, well, too easy. Now I can play most of the songs on expert. Yeah, expert. That's right. I've even beaten a few of my guy friends who say that they're the best. Not anymore...
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LAMA
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I'm stalking two new people. I didn't really realize I was until last night. I mean, I've always thought they were cute, but after I realized I was looking for them...things changed. Especially since ____ was in the room too. Hah. Gahh, I love parties. (No alcohol until you're 21 children!). We'll call the one that's my age Rama and the older one Lama. Also, I pretty much talked to ____. Yeah, for reals. And. of course I talked to Rama and Lama, Lama more than Rama though. And I didn't know it at the time, but Lama is like a full two years older than me. I thought he was like one. Oh well....but Rama is the same age as me.
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DING
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I like getting letters in the mail. They're just more personal than texts, emails, messages, and all the other electronic means of communication...however I never get letters anymore. (Besides the dozens of college ones I get like everyday...except Sunday). I think I'm gonna send some letters, but to people I haven't seen in a while. Or maybe I'll send everybody I know a letter. I'll form a whole letter chain. Instead of waiting around for texts I'll be going to the mailbox once a day. I'll be closer to all of my friends because that's just how letters are. They connect you to others easier. Send a letter.
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DONG
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American Idol ruined "I'm Your's" By J.Mraz. Nuff said.
<3
S
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I think Guitar Hero is a pretty fun game. I never actually thought I'd like it. It looks pretty dumb, but it's actually one of my favorites. I guess it helps that I'm kinda good at it. I started out on medium because easy was, well, too easy. Now I can play most of the songs on expert. Yeah, expert. That's right. I've even beaten a few of my guy friends who say that they're the best. Not anymore...
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LAMA
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I'm stalking two new people. I didn't really realize I was until last night. I mean, I've always thought they were cute, but after I realized I was looking for them...things changed. Especially since ____ was in the room too. Hah. Gahh, I love parties. (No alcohol until you're 21 children!). We'll call the one that's my age Rama and the older one Lama. Also, I pretty much talked to ____. Yeah, for reals. And. of course I talked to Rama and Lama, Lama more than Rama though. And I didn't know it at the time, but Lama is like a full two years older than me. I thought he was like one. Oh well....but Rama is the same age as me.
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DING
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I like getting letters in the mail. They're just more personal than texts, emails, messages, and all the other electronic means of communication...however I never get letters anymore. (Besides the dozens of college ones I get like everyday...except Sunday). I think I'm gonna send some letters, but to people I haven't seen in a while. Or maybe I'll send everybody I know a letter. I'll form a whole letter chain. Instead of waiting around for texts I'll be going to the mailbox once a day. I'll be closer to all of my friends because that's just how letters are. They connect you to others easier. Send a letter.
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DONG
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American Idol ruined "I'm Your's" By J.Mraz. Nuff said.
<3
S
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Boom Chicka Boom !
BOOM
I love bumper stickers. I aspire to have many on my own car......once I get one.
They're just so funny and show you a little bit of how that person thinks. I love the ones that have a lot of writing on them, but say nothing worthwhile and make you feel like an idiot. I'm going to have like fifty different bumper stickers on my car. Just because.
CHICKA
I want to someday become a vegetarian. I typically don't like meat or chicken. It's gross. So, I should just become a vegetarian. However, I'd have nothing to eat. I like tacos and spaghetti, but they have meat in them. So I've created.....
HALF-VEGETARIANISM!
It's perfect. You just shy away from plain meat and chicken and fish and whatever else counts as bad. But, it's perfectly acceptable to eat them mixed in with stuff. (Tacos have lettuce, tomato, and cheese; Spaghetti has noodles; Orange chicken has...orange sauce...??) Wa-La! Because, I've realized that I like chicken and meat when it's mixed with stuff, it's just disgusting plain. This way, when somebody tries to feed you plain, dry, chicken you can say you're half-vegetarian (if they ask what it means give them this site!) They probably will look at you funny, but will replace the food with yummy veggies or noodles. It's great.
BOOM
Apparently my little brother supports Communism. He wrote a paper on what his own little world would look like and he had very Communistic ideas. He doesn't understand yet how that can go terribly wrong. Like how when everyone gets paid the same doctors will be like "Screw this, I'm getting paid the same as Larry the plumber, I'm not gonna' work too hard!" It was funny, but his little world was pretty neat. It was all about peace and everybody getting along. I think he's going to be a hippie someday....
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Oh, just a little teeny tiny update.
TG....PLAYS GUITAR!
That is H-O-T....HOT!
Ta for now....I have a paper to write... :P
S
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
It's 4:33 PM and I'm Watching Ellen...
She has the Jo-Bros on at the moment....
What's the dealio with them?
I've see commercials of girls crying when they come onstage....and some of them are like EIGHT! It's like, yeah, they are pretty cute but crying? Seriously?!
OMG! I just proved my point! Ellen just gave away tickets to see them in concert and the girl about had a heart attack!!
I mean, it's kinda embarrassing for the girls. I understand that they think they know every little detail about them and have bought every CD and every poster and are completely obsessed, but really? It's sad how attached these girls are to them. The chance of one of the Jonas Brothers spotting them in the ground and whisking them away to happily ever after are 1 in, no, 0 in a billion.
I get loving a band. I mean, I love MCR, RJA, and TAI, but I wouldn't scream and start crying if I saw Beckett walking down the street. That must be so awkward for them, flattered as they may be, but it's kinda creepy. I mean, for even the slightest chance of them even talking back to you, act like a normal person for crying out loud!
Then there's those of you that think if you flirt enough or if you're pretty enough then your favorite band man will "fall for you."
Wow.
Okay, there's a difference between thinking about how amazing it would be if Joe Jonas saw you at a concert and fell in love and acting on it! Don't you think its incredibly awkward for him and extremely embarrassing for you if you start flirting with him while he's signing your CD? What, how old is he now, 19? (yeah I had to go on Wikipedia to find that out). There are girls that are 13 and 14 that are so in love with him and dream about him falling in love with her. It's ridiculous. Sure, it'd be awesome to have millions of guys hanging off my every word and completely in love with me, but it'd get old. I wouldn't have any guy friends. I wouldn't know if they just wanted to be friends or if they were friends with me in hopes of forming a relationship.
So, please. Give musicians and actors a break. Stop screaming (unless they just got on stage and your also clapping because you're excited for the music***) and stop crying (there is no excuse for that, you look stupid - for lack of a better word).
***That reminded me of another peeve of mine. People who only listen to bands because they think the lead singer is hot. I hate these people. Sure, they might like the music, but if the reason they listened to them was because they fell in love with the bass player, they're not in it for the music. Like I can honestly say that I listened to The Academy Is... way before I saw Bill. (I actually first heard them on a video game my lil' bro was playing...it was some car one...). However, I always check out what the band looks like after I get all their music. (Yeah, I buy CD's. I like CD's better than iTunes, but I'm afraid that one day all music will be on the internet and I'm already sad...). I like Underoath, but I don't really think any of them are attractive...no offense Spence (had to say that, it rhymed...).
So anyways, music has to do with the creativity of the band, not how they look.
S
What's the dealio with them?
I've see commercials of girls crying when they come onstage....and some of them are like EIGHT! It's like, yeah, they are pretty cute but crying? Seriously?!
OMG! I just proved my point! Ellen just gave away tickets to see them in concert and the girl about had a heart attack!!
I mean, it's kinda embarrassing for the girls. I understand that they think they know every little detail about them and have bought every CD and every poster and are completely obsessed, but really? It's sad how attached these girls are to them. The chance of one of the Jonas Brothers spotting them in the ground and whisking them away to happily ever after are 1 in, no, 0 in a billion.
I get loving a band. I mean, I love MCR, RJA, and TAI, but I wouldn't scream and start crying if I saw Beckett walking down the street. That must be so awkward for them, flattered as they may be, but it's kinda creepy. I mean, for even the slightest chance of them even talking back to you, act like a normal person for crying out loud!
Then there's those of you that think if you flirt enough or if you're pretty enough then your favorite band man will "fall for you."
Wow.
Okay, there's a difference between thinking about how amazing it would be if Joe Jonas saw you at a concert and fell in love and acting on it! Don't you think its incredibly awkward for him and extremely embarrassing for you if you start flirting with him while he's signing your CD? What, how old is he now, 19? (yeah I had to go on Wikipedia to find that out). There are girls that are 13 and 14 that are so in love with him and dream about him falling in love with her. It's ridiculous. Sure, it'd be awesome to have millions of guys hanging off my every word and completely in love with me, but it'd get old. I wouldn't have any guy friends. I wouldn't know if they just wanted to be friends or if they were friends with me in hopes of forming a relationship.
So, please. Give musicians and actors a break. Stop screaming (unless they just got on stage and your also clapping because you're excited for the music***) and stop crying (there is no excuse for that, you look stupid - for lack of a better word).
***That reminded me of another peeve of mine. People who only listen to bands because they think the lead singer is hot. I hate these people. Sure, they might like the music, but if the reason they listened to them was because they fell in love with the bass player, they're not in it for the music. Like I can honestly say that I listened to The Academy Is... way before I saw Bill. (I actually first heard them on a video game my lil' bro was playing...it was some car one...). However, I always check out what the band looks like after I get all their music. (Yeah, I buy CD's. I like CD's better than iTunes, but I'm afraid that one day all music will be on the internet and I'm already sad...). I like Underoath, but I don't really think any of them are attractive...no offense Spence (had to say that, it rhymed...).
So anyways, music has to do with the creativity of the band, not how they look.
S
Monday, February 16, 2009
Yuck...
Unaware he was going to be there, I spent V-Day with a jerk.
Well, he's not your typical jerk. He's nice, funny, smart, cute, muscular....all that crap.
But, he's a jerk.
And here's why:
I'd liked him for four or five years. I mean, what was not to like about him. He was great, and one of my best guy friends. I saw him twice a year for about a week and a half each time at a relative's house. (We're not related at all. Just through marriage. But that doesn't really count either since his uncle is married to my dad's step-sister, got it?) Anyways, I'd liked him since forever.
And, well, everyone thought he liked me.....
So, the summer of '07, I told him. He replied saying he made a decision not to have any relationships until he was mature and ready to get married.
Lies. What am I supposed to think about that when he admits he's had sex? What am I supposed to think when he says most his friends have seen him naked? What am I supposed to think when he says most his friends are girls?
So, the awkwardness passed through Christmas. The summer of '08 I brought a friend down with me. The week passed, and he admitted that he liked my friend. Yeah, like like. To me. He admitted that to me, knowing I liked him.
I spent Valentine's Day with the first guy who ever broke my heart.
And don't worry, my dear friend, I don't like you like that anymore. We're friends and that's all we'll ever be. Seriously.
Sincerely,
S
Well, he's not your typical jerk. He's nice, funny, smart, cute, muscular....all that crap.
But, he's a jerk.
And here's why:
I'd liked him for four or five years. I mean, what was not to like about him. He was great, and one of my best guy friends. I saw him twice a year for about a week and a half each time at a relative's house. (We're not related at all. Just through marriage. But that doesn't really count either since his uncle is married to my dad's step-sister, got it?) Anyways, I'd liked him since forever.
And, well, everyone thought he liked me.....
So, the summer of '07, I told him. He replied saying he made a decision not to have any relationships until he was mature and ready to get married.
Lies. What am I supposed to think about that when he admits he's had sex? What am I supposed to think when he says most his friends have seen him naked? What am I supposed to think when he says most his friends are girls?
So, the awkwardness passed through Christmas. The summer of '08 I brought a friend down with me. The week passed, and he admitted that he liked my friend. Yeah, like like. To me. He admitted that to me, knowing I liked him.
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I spent Valentine's Day with the first guy who ever broke my heart.
And don't worry, my dear friend, I don't like you like that anymore. We're friends and that's all we'll ever be. Seriously.
Sincerely,
S
Friday, February 13, 2009
I Saw "TG" today.
He was, as usual, gorgeous.
But, not where I expected him to be.
I usually see him right.....there, outside. However, today he was inside. I actually didn't expect to see him there. I was looking all over for him (while trying to walk with my friend inside, half listening to whatever she was saying) and the I opened one of the double glass doors, and there he was. Right in front of me inside (I honestly don't know why I'm Italic-ing inside and outside, but I think it adds a certain effect to it...). I ran my fingers through my wind blown hair and casually glanced up at him, and he casually glanced down at me, but that might have been because I was staring at him so hard. It's not hard to tell when someone is looking at you when you're tall because their gaze is too high to be looking at your buddy.
Side Note: Buddy's an odd word. Like, I can use it okay in writing, but I wouldn't actually use the term to describe my relationship with somebody.
Anyway. He actually looked at me O.o . Yeah. Me. He's looked at me before when I was walking toward him, but he actually might have seen me trip a few hundred feet before that....but I doubt he could see that far anyway.
Side Note: Side notes will now be referred to as SN (not to be confused with the acronym for screen name (sn) which is most of the time lower case.)
SN: I'm clumsy.
I'd give you guys more of a description, but I wouldn't want him stumbling across this by accident and going "hey, this TG guy sounds a lot like me...hmmm I guess I'll just watch for somebody staring at me and confront her" but when you think of him, think William Beckett (lead vocals for The Academy Is... they're a wicked awesome band)
I think I'm going to talk to TG on Tuesday.
I mean, why not?
First, I need to figure out if he has a girlfriend....or if he does and I could beat her in a fair fight :O
Ta,
S
But, not where I expected him to be.
I usually see him right.....there, outside. However, today he was inside. I actually didn't expect to see him there. I was looking all over for him (while trying to walk with my friend inside, half listening to whatever she was saying) and the I opened one of the double glass doors, and there he was. Right in front of me inside (I honestly don't know why I'm Italic-ing inside and outside, but I think it adds a certain effect to it...). I ran my fingers through my wind blown hair and casually glanced up at him, and he casually glanced down at me, but that might have been because I was staring at him so hard. It's not hard to tell when someone is looking at you when you're tall because their gaze is too high to be looking at your buddy.
Side Note: Buddy's an odd word. Like, I can use it okay in writing, but I wouldn't actually use the term to describe my relationship with somebody.
Anyway. He actually looked at me O.o . Yeah. Me. He's looked at me before when I was walking toward him, but he actually might have seen me trip a few hundred feet before that....but I doubt he could see that far anyway.
Side Note: Side notes will now be referred to as SN (not to be confused with the acronym for screen name (sn) which is most of the time lower case.)
SN: I'm clumsy.
I'd give you guys more of a description, but I wouldn't want him stumbling across this by accident and going "hey, this TG guy sounds a lot like me...hmmm I guess I'll just watch for somebody staring at me and confront her" but when you think of him, think William Beckett (lead vocals for The Academy Is... they're a wicked awesome band)
I think I'm going to talk to TG on Tuesday.
I mean, why not?
First, I need to figure out if he has a girlfriend....or if he does and I could beat her in a fair fight :O
Ta,
S
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Facebook Status Updates
Whenever I'm updating my status on facebook, I never know what to put. Because whatever I post will be what people see and think about me for that day. It's nerve wracking.
Like if you post that "Joe's bored", people will think you do absolutely nothing all day; however, if you post that you're in some exotic location like....florida, then people will think you're a jerk for rubbing it in.
You also can't say things like "Susy's wasted" or people will think you're a drunk.
And you can't put exactly what you're doing like "Steve's trying to come up with a status update", because that's just lame.
Contrary to other beliefs (www.facebookstatus.org/ ....not to name any)but, I think it's pretty cool putting up song lyrics. They're pretty and while they may be what you think is an acurate description of how you're feeling, they're also interesting to read and relatively safe to post.
Me, I like using big words and things that make me look like I'm smart. And also things that make people think. Like...(and this isn't my real name) "Charlotte's contemplating the meaning of life and the euphoria of it all"
I also like quoting people. Mostly comedians, they're jokes are funny and they make you think. Like "Cody says that if he ever saw an amputee being hanged, he'd yell out letters" (Demitri Martin quote, reference to the hangman game).
So....that's it for now....
S
Like if you post that "Joe's bored", people will think you do absolutely nothing all day; however, if you post that you're in some exotic location like....florida, then people will think you're a jerk for rubbing it in.
You also can't say things like "Susy's wasted" or people will think you're a drunk.
And you can't put exactly what you're doing like "Steve's trying to come up with a status update", because that's just lame.
Contrary to other beliefs (www.facebookstatus.org/ ....not to name any)but, I think it's pretty cool putting up song lyrics. They're pretty and while they may be what you think is an acurate description of how you're feeling, they're also interesting to read and relatively safe to post.
Me, I like using big words and things that make me look like I'm smart. And also things that make people think. Like...(and this isn't my real name) "Charlotte's contemplating the meaning of life and the euphoria of it all"
I also like quoting people. Mostly comedians, they're jokes are funny and they make you think. Like "Cody says that if he ever saw an amputee being hanged, he'd yell out letters" (Demitri Martin quote, reference to the hangman game).
So....that's it for now....
S
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